I’m super talented in making of mess.
Everything, especially when I’m crafting or building something with my hands, every time it turns out to super ugly. Then I’m adding so much ugliness around it, that it turns to the awesomeness.

This “chaos” what I create, is very weird and hard way of  making art.

Mostly this turns against me on the paper or canvas. When I’m trying to create something beautiful, without starting mess… sounds kooky right? Well it is.

Thousands and hundreds times I have created something absolutely stunning to the paper and started to add too much in the point when you should stop already.
After this disaster I realize, there ain’t no way of saving the work and I’m trying to add more…and more…

Easier way is to start from the hot mess and add more mess.

Just like this answer, it’s getting harder and harder to understand…

Keep up, this is getting somewhere.

Hold on, is this going somewhere..?

Funny how drawings go easily in the way I don’t want them to go.
First of all, I’m trying to copy something I have seen, then I’m adding something more and mixing the colors.
Then there is more and more…
In the end the original idea has got lost and I don’t even remember what I started to draw in the fist place.

Good example is this Alien drawing which started pretty simple idea.
But like always, the CHAOS kicked in.
Then there was veins and pacifier?!?

Only though in this point is WTF?

Sometimes I get stunned by the stuff what I make, for example: I’m creating simple necklace.

Necklace looks already good, but I’m thinking about the runes, why not add ‘em? Then of course skulls, and feathers because Indians.
There is no ending in this chaos.

I keep up adding ugliness SO MUCH that it turns into something stunning.

Sadly, there ain’t no way of copying my other creations to the new copies, because the next one goes another way.

So it’s my way of making unique jewelry and crafts, also very handy when you’re doing zines.

Yours. “Chaotic” Jay